Diamonds · Are · Forever

I'm so upset I could vomit. I didn't sleep last night and when I did, my dreams were so real that they kept me up so I couldn't even rest a little. It was horrible. I can pretty much forget about trying to rest today/tonight. I can't believe this is happening. Not now. Not so damn close to September.

Saw "Wedding Crashers" last night. It was actually much funnier than I thought it would be. I still want to see "Dark Water", but that's for another day.

So I'm hoping that I didn't completely blow my chances with Tim by being irrationally upset over stupid Ryan. That'd be super. I'll call him later and see if I can salvage anything. I'm hopeful, but I'm okay if there's nothing there, you know? I'm happy right now with starting school in September and everything. It's exciting to know that I'll be around college students all the time. It's a wonderful thought. I'll be in Boston -- which means I can hang out with Bree more (hurray!) -- and I'll be going outside my comfort zone by taking the T everyday. That's always a good thing.

Oh yeah, and I get to go shopping and buy all new clothes. That's something to be excited about. I enjoy new clothes. Especially on-sale clothes.

Well, I'm resolving something sort of so I'll be back later...if I remember.

Bye.